virgin at 20.....

haan haan yeh sach hai!!....sounds melo-dranamatic na..? but it is true...tomorrow, tht is 23rd april, i turn 20 yrs "old"...end of teenage..end of a phase of life....i feel like my freedom of doing nothing at all is being stolen...and unwantd responsibilities are bein slapd on to me...yaya i knw i'm xagerating.....but getting back to the topic..... last year when i turnd 19, i thought it is going to b the year...when i'll just do it....(do i need to mention wat 'do it' refers to...?) but this bloody engg. college wid absolute scarcity of gals...and not to mention the location of my colej...ferozepur..12km from pakistan border...litrely where the road ends...who gets the oppurtunity...but then again why blame the place for my misfortune...oops there i go again on the xageration highway.....!! after all it is'nt tht big a deal is it.....??there r many such despos like me (in this country atleast)..who r just waiting for 'the day'...to cme...!!! (but then there r already many ppl of 'our age' who hav quenched their thirst of flesh..."jism ki bhook" ) chal chadd yaar.....waise bhi someone (special) has said..."virginity is a special thng....meant for someone special in your life.."...its a one time thng you see...when you loose it..you loose it.......//that did'nt made much sense na..?..more over it sounds like 'grapes r sour'....but thts the way it is...ne ways just njoy ur life wid whtever you hv...!!!(did you get it...?)